Up and Down

All the times that we spend
Makes me believe that we're best friend
Everytime I feel sad
Laughter of yours makes me light

Vivid memories about us
It always comes to my mind
Reminds me of our happiness
And a strong bond that we had

Good stories that we're sharing
In every minute we're always laughing
Never thought that I'd be living
Around without you surrounding

When you're crying
I always come to give a shoulder
Needing you when I am alone
And then I'll call your number

Funny things about us
Am smiling when I remember that
Now even though we are apart
Don't make it as an obstacle for us
Remember what we have is great
You'll never forget that

After a long time :)

Many things happened with me since a month ago but I didn’t have any chances to write them on my blog. There are many reasons why I didn’t post many things on my blog. First, I was really busy to get along with m new environment like college stuffs. Second, there’s no internet connection in my boarding house at first but then I am using a broadband as my internet connection but don’t ask me about the speed, it’s really slow. So, I prefer to go to Internet café if I want to download videos or songs because if I want to do it at my boarding house, you have to wait for hours, maybe days hahaha. Third, because there are many things happened, I got confused which one that I have to tell first. But since I am home now (for a holiday), I will post something on my blog.

Well, I have a new adventure in my life right now. I live far away from my family right now but I can say it’s kind of interesting because I have to be independent and manage everything by myself. It’s hard, of course, I’m still learning too but I try to convince myself that I can do it. I get many new friends with diversity. We like to share our difference in culture and many things. They are really nice people and once I hang out with them, I learn something about cultural thing and diversity in Indonesia. Sometimes, I miss home, absolutely there’s no place better than home. I miss my home because I miss my family, friends and I miss online 24 hours non-stop hahaha. And also, I can’t bring my camera along with me because my dad uses that camera. So, I don’t have any chance to take a picture around my campus. Actually, I still get confused which story that I want to tell hehe, but maybe this is the summary. And then because I feel so bored, I am going to do these questions.

1.) Name: Kanira
2.) DOB: March 11th 1991
3.) Nicknames: Nira, Ponpon, nirrasue, bulbul, kimhaneul, ttangkung (the last two nicks, no one calls me that but me hahaha)
4.) Bad habits: I like to delay to do an assignment
5.) Religion: Islam
6.) Fav. Quote: Everything is possible to happen.
7.) Bloodtype: O
8.) Height/Weight/Shoe Size: 152 cm, 53 kg (still working to lose it because I want to get a slim body kekeke), 37 (a very small feet hihi, cute feet)
9.) Family: Dad, Mom, Sister and me
10.) School: Brawijaya University
11.) Hobbies: writing, daydreaming, singing.
12.) Specialties: I am a master of stalking hahahaha.
13.) Sleeping Habits: covers my head with my blanket so it’s a total dark.
14.) Something good about myself: I can daydreaming all day haha.
15.) What I think of myself: Dreamer.
16.) Fav. number: 1
17.) Fav. Season: when it’s not too cold and not too hot.
18.) Fav. Food: everything with rice.
19.) Least Fav. Food: I don’t know, but I don’t really like sushi hehehe.
20.) Fav. Singers/Celebs: Kyuhyun Super Junior (right now)
21.) Fav. Sport: I don’t like sport it makes me tired and sweaty haha, no wonder that I am fat hahhaha.
22.) Fav. Flower: Goo Jun Pyo hahhaa he is a flower boy!
23.) Fav. Colors: Black and Pink. The dark side of me and also the bright side of me.
24.) Thing I do to pass time: Browsing and listening to the music.
25.) Places I go most often (excluding home): campus
26.) Most confident thing I can cook: instant noodle
27.) Songs I like these days: Super Girl by SJM
28.) What do you prefer: coffee, milk, soda: Coffee
29.) Most important being in my life: myself.
30.) Person I like least: someone that I cant trust
31.) Kinds of people I detest: In one word: YOU!
32.) Something I’m worried about : when I cant get what I want and get sick
33.) What I think I was in my past life: a princess.
34.) If I could be reborn: as a man.
35.) When I want to get married: when I meet Kyuhyun.
36.) What I do when I’m mad: I cry.
37.) Places I want to fix on my face: my skin complexion and remove all my pimples.
38.) My dream/goal: Singer, writer.
39.) Dream Salary: US $ 10000000000000000000000000000000000000
40.) My least liked feature: my body hahhaa
41.) Something that happens everyday: daydreaming
42.) I like/love someone right now: Kyuhyun. Always have, always will. Forever and Always.
43.) Jinxes: None.
44.) Something I could go back and do: when I was a kid. I was really cute at that time hehhee.
45.) What I most regret in my life: I didn’t post anything for a month on my blog.
46.) If I left a will before I die: I don’t know yet hahaha
47.) Prized Posesstion: My cell phone.
48.) What I want to say to people full of themselves with Prince/Princess Syndrome: I have no idea what is this???? hahaha
49.) My ideal mate: someone who looks like Kyuhyun or himself.
50.) -
51.)What do you think of ladies who try and find seats when there are none in Subways or Buses: a guy should give her a seat. Be a gentleman!
52.) Do you ever want to beat a small kid: -
53.) What kind of kids scare you: naughty kids
54.) If you were to dye your hair, what color would you dye it: Brown
55.) Most memorable Movie: LSM
56.) Most memorable day during MS: when I participated in karaoke contest and I humiliated myself in front of the seniors.
57.) If you were to be in a drama what kind of character would you want to play: a cute girl who likes a cute guy hahaha.
58.) When do you most not like your friend: when they stab you.
59.) What do you think of guys who wear makeup: it depends on the occasion
60.) Makeup vs. No makeup on women: no makeup.
61.) favortie book (comics can be included): Harry Potter
62.) What can you make with green onions and eggs: scrambled egg
63.) Country I want to visit most: Around the world
64.) If I could get any domestic animal: I don’t really like animal
65.) Favorite song to sing at karaoke: cheesy songs haha
66.) Things I stress over most: my weight.
67.) Someone I want to meet the most in the world: Kyuhyun.
68.) What would you do if you found 1000 dollars in the street: Spend it really fast to buy foods hahaha.
69.) Something different about it being 2009: nothing different.
70.) Do you believe in ghosts: hmmmmmm, yes.
71.) -
72.) Do you think there’s a time in your life when you can be happy anywhere and anytime: YES!
73.) Do you sleep over at people’s house a lot: Not really.
74.) Something I need right now: food haha.
76.) What game am I best at: I’m suck at playing games.
77.) What would you say to someone who’s about to die: I cant say anything because I must be crying a lot.
78.) When did you ever feel like cursing yourself?: I don’t know heehe
79.) What do you do when you can’t fall asleep: listening to the music.

Whoaaaaah, it’s really makes me tired to answer all of them. It doesn’t make any sense hehe.

Mixed :D

What I feel right now is exactly like what I felt when I was in 10th grade. I went to the new school with new friends. I was trying to fit in with my new friends in my new school. It was kind of hard actually because I missed my Junior High School friends so bad. But after 6 months I spent my days in my new school, I started to have new friends who are really nice to me. And now, I’m on the step when I was trying to fit in with new environment. I am a talkative person but I am a shy person when the first time you meet me. I’m not really good at making a new conversation that I made. I remembered when my sister interviewed me for her essay. I told her that it’s easier for me to get an online friend than a offline friend because I usually meet an online friend by reading their blog and from reading it, I feel like I know that person and then I can see something in common between us. So, it’s easier for me to make a conversation with them. You don’t have to dig too much to get to know them because they usually write down who they are, what they like. But in real life, you have to ask them a bunch of questions (sometimes not-so-important questions) to get to know them. That’s my problem. I don’t if I am a type of person that gives a good first impression or not. Hmm, to people who already met me, please tell me hehe. Btw, I am a little bit nervous about OSPEK thingy :’( Next week is going to be a very busy week for me. And then, next week for moslem people we’re going to welcome a fasting month!

Anyway, I am in love with 13 guys. There’s so many numbers of guys hahaha but I cant choose which one is my favorite because they have their own styles. Yes, they are the one and only Super Junior. Hahaha, maybe I am kind of late because I just became an E.L.F while many people have been their fans since their debut. “Sorry Sorry” made me so crazy about them. This is my top 4!

1. Si won
Everybody agrees with me that he’s hot. He has a very good body. I love Siwon so bad. He’s the one who stole my heart on the first place.

2. Kyuhyun
A cute magnae. I don’t really notice him until my sister told me that he’s really cute and then I am starting to realize that he’s definitely cute!

3. Heechul
Babo. Hahahaha, I guess it’s the only word that I can describe about him.

4. Donghae
He’s a good dancer and he’s cute. I just knew that he’s a very close friend of Goo Hye Sun.

Why do I only make it top 4? I can’t pick the number 5 and so on. I love them all. They are really good at dancing, singing especially K.R.Y and then they have an interesting personality so when you watch them in variety shows, they’re really make you laugh and cry because they are REAL. I want to watch their concert someday. Someday (hahaha, suddenly that word reminds me when Donghae imitates Siwon. It’s really funny)

You'll always find your way back home

You wake up, it's raining and it's monday
Looks like one of those rough days
Time's up, you're late again, so get out the door
Sometimes you feel like running
Find a whole new life and jump in
Let go, get up and hit the dance floor
But when the lights go down it's the ending of the show
And you're feeling like you got nowhere to go
Don't you know

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes

You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home

Your best friends, your little hometown
Are waiting up wherever you go now
You know you can always turn around
Cause this world is big and it's crazy
And this girl is thinking that maybe
This life is what some people dream about
Cause when I'm feeling down and I am all alone
I've always got a place where I can go
Cause I know

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home

Where they know exactly who you are
Back home where the real you is the superstar
Back home, you know it's never too far away
Let me hear you say

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes
You can change your mind, that's just the way it goes
You can say goodbye, you can say hello
But you'll always find your way back home
You can change your style, yeah your can change your jeans
You can learn to fly and you can chase your dreams
You can laugh and cry but everybody knows
You'll always find your way back home
You'll always find your way back home
You'll always find your way back home

I miss home already. There's no place better than home. Hmm maybe Super Junior's dorm will be better hahaha.

Farewell

It’s official I’m going to leave Jakarta tomorrow. I am going to miss my family, friends and home :')

Geng Ingus yang mencar-mencar kuliahnya. (ki-ka) Astrid : London School, Faris : Universitas Indonesia, Nicke : Universitas Padjadjaran. Waaah, baru ketemu udah pisah lagi. Kangennya belom terobati padahal.

Amel, Gina Vyra dan Ririn bikin kenang-kenangan buat gue yang nantinya bakal gue pasang di kamar kosan. Thank you so much :D Gue seneng banget loh! Oia kita berempat juga misah misah. Amel : Unpar, Vyra : UPH, Gina : Trisakti, Ririn : Yarsi. Bakal kangen banget!


Gina, gue dan Echa perpisahan. Kita bertiga biasanya suka rekaman-rekaman ga penting dan menamakan diri kita The Chanter. Oia Echa makan yang banyak cha, kampus lo makin jauh di Binus hehehe :D

Sebenernya masih banyak temen-temen yang belom sempet ketemu. Gue kangen banget sama temen SMP gue, Adriane Dwina dan Dyla. Nggak sempet buat ketemu. Terus Wina, Ninid, Yuni sama Fandry juga belum sempet ketemu. I hope that we will reach our dreams. Good Luck, eusha eusha :D

SNMPTN

Howdy?
Oia tanggal 1 Agustus 2009 udah lewat dan gue udah pengumuman SNMPTN. I accepted at Brawijaya University majoring English Literature. Alhamdulillah. But I haven’t decided yet either will I take it or not. Masih banyak banget hal-hal yang gue pertimbangkan disini. Yes, I have to think about it until tomorrow. Kalau nantinya gue jadi milih di Unibraw, itu bakal menjadi suatu hal yang baru banget untuk gue. Karena gue belom pernah tinggal sejauh itu dari orang tua. It’s really a something new for me.

Gallery Update :D

Kim Bum for a High Cut Magazine. Kim Bum new series called Dreams will be launched July 27th 2009 and his character is totally different with his character on Boys Before Flowers. I cant wait to see it.

I dont know for what kind of magazine that Kim Joon did this photoshoot. After Boys Before Flowers, Kim Joon seems that he's focusing on his music career. Along with others members of T-Max, he went to Taiwan and Japan. (t-maxlove.wordpress.com)

Goo Hye Sun. She's really beautiful here :D Love her. By the way, she just held an art exhibition. Kim Joon and Lee Min Ho were there to support her as friends.


Yoon Eun Hye who plays Princess Hour and Coffee Prince did a photoshoot in Bali, Indonesia. Take a look at her beautiful skin! I am so envious with her. Since these pictures were taken in Bali, I wanna say #indonesiaunite (k-popped.com)